Missing You

tongue slick stretches
walls winding
past enticing interludes
momentum in moments of
painpleasurepainpleasure
stains sheets of illusion
lucid languid lips kiss
liquid seduction
lacing labia without
interruption
causing midriffs
to quake and shake in waking
moments of shifting clarity
9.0 reckless scale
towards insanity
pulling me closer
to breaking points
inside of me
like changing lanes in
the drop top as your
top drops
exposing your heart to me

Why you playing with me?

You don't know...
in the winter this
sinner goes nocturnal
intertwined betwixt
your thighs and hips
in vision the space within
capsuled and encased
this seed that begins
life ends only to extends
and bends your body
from inside out
and from outside in
your heart hardens
home heavy
head unsteady
not ready for blessing
turned burden come
February
then this kid who was
marching all over your womb
is now marking territory
in your room and
your space is no longer yours
your eyes no longer close
yoru mind feels constantly froze from
constant barrage of baby babel
and you and I battle
constantly
no more smacked sweet kisses
no mor bodies bumping
heart pumping beating
as one no more
jumping through hoops
bending over backwards
no more blowjobs
and the head you once had
is now transferred north
as baby no bottle trained
and the breast pump
from shower pulls
skin of sensitive nips so
instead you sneak miller nips
and quips of Dutch remnants

I lay on the couch sometimes
above my fortress of solitude
remembering

tongue slick stretching walls
winding enticing interludes
momentum in moments of
painpleasurepainpleasure
stains the illusion of what
once
was
no
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missyou